keep the faith

10:56a.m.
3 lines
each less than 5 words

after years
when i've forgotten how it felt like when i first started blogging
from then to present
i've furthered study, and completed my study
i've determined to move on, and 'm moving on
i've adapted and adopted to the tempo of life, anew
i've dared myself to keep a seed, waiting to be planted if the timing is right,
or rather, if the right timing ever comes
i've regained the stability in one aspect of life recently,
after many long chats via sms, emails, ym, msn... from few close frens
i've wanted for the present to work out,
if it ever will

then those few lines came in,
unexpectedly.

it's strange
how thing that once would set my heart beating non-stop
has lost its power
my heart's beating still,
this time not solely for the name that appeared with those lines
but also for another name
crafted in the seed

i used to believe in signs
but after disappointments that came with the belief, countless of them
i've stopped believing in signs
so i don't want to assume anything, for this time
since i've decided to wait and see
then i shall wait and see

i prayed, pray, and will keep on praying
for the blessing to come
if it ever meant to be
if i ever meant to have
or let me realise,
if i am meant to be travelling this path alone throughout,
then alone i shall travel,
with a knowing heart.

don let this little incident affects the decision made earlier on
shh... restless Sylvia, don be,
please be still, keep still
sylvia dearie, you've left it in the hands of God
so you shall let Him does His work
Time will tell

and for now, have peace in your heart, and your mind.