Quite a number of incidents had happened over the weekend and these kept me thinking hard, on the 'me' that others see and the 'me' that i know. Apparently there has been quite a gap between what others see and what my mind sees, donno good or not le like this...
I'm the type of person that don't really bother to give detailed explanation on my personal being or emotional being, simply because i feel that it's not easy to explain. At times, I don't trully understand myself yet i accept me as i am, uniquely 'me'. I don't see this as a form of hypocrisy, rather that's how human nature's supposed to be--full of unknown 'selves'. The reason we behave how we behave is due to the upbringing as well as the educational background, plus influences from other parties, if you must say-lah. The 'us' that go through our daily lives would be the dominant ones, while the hidden ones would only surface should some happenings trigger them. Hey hey don't get me wrong i'm not talking about Dr. J and Mr. H here.
Err...think i'm no good in expressing my exact feelings appropriately lo... how 2 say le? It's kust like i thought i'm showing u feeling "A" but what u see from me is feeling "B"... haiz so difficult to explain. See, i told you that i'm not good in explaining myself to others...
written on 27 July 2009
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